No Ragrets.

Dear Friend:

I'm a little ashamed about something that I done. I had the opportunity of not doing it, but I did. I'm not gonna play the victim card, or look for an excuse for my mistake. I did it, I wanted and is done.
I only feel ashamed, but I don't regret it. I don't know why, because I normally would regret it.

I have a friend, Caro. She is a nice person, she cares about people, but she always get hurt, because she cares to much. She is desperate on falling in love, and find a guy who will fall in love with her.
She wants to get marry as soon as she can. She also sleeps with every guy she meets. I don't see that as a problem, but I think it is for her if she wants to get marry. We are in a society that is a doble face.
Guys wants a girl who only wants to have sex, but they care if she has been sleeping with too many guys. Why is that? You want a girl to sleep with you without falling in love, and you care if the girl you like has been sleeping with other guys. I don't understand it.

My friend Caro, always get hurt because of that. After she slept with them, they left her, with an excuse about they can't be with her because they are not ready for a relationship, or they have a girlfriend, or they get back to their old girlfriends. Caro, always gets hurt. From her, I learn to treat guys with indifference, with coldness, and do not trust anyone. I tell her to do the same, to treat them like that. But she can't, she always care, sometimes she care to much.
I wish she could find that guy for her, that guy who doesn't care about with who she has sleeping and how many, but I don't think she will find it soon.
Sometimes I'm jealous of her, of how she can sleep with someone without knowing him. I wish I could do that, I wish I couldn't care about it, and be with someone just for sex, and not love.

I confess, I feel alone. I wish I could have someone who I could trust, laugh, have a good time, and be myself. I wish I could be in love, and someone to be in love with me too. But I don't even love myself, so I don't expect to be love by someone. They say, the hardest part of living, is to work on yourself and achieve. That is what I'm trying to do every day, to work on myself. I want to be able to love me completely, outside and inside, and I know I will find someone who will love me the same way as I love me too.

Friend, I wish for you to find someone to love you too, and if you already have someone, don't lose it.
Don't lose that special someone, love him/her the way they want to be love, but not the way you want to be love.